real life: I have callouses on my hands from a long hard day of yard work today. We successfully got rid of the parking lot look and tomorrow we lay down the sod. The boys have gone to get beers to let off some steam. I'm dirty, smelly and hurty all over! yuck.

model life: I'm suppose to be going to a show tonight that some friends are in, cause it's the right thing to do. And I'm already antisocial enough as is, that I really should attend local events to help promote myself and the "scene". A friend of mine even bought me a ticket..


I'm kind of afraid that if I go to the show, I may be overly cranky and wind up getting really drunk. Which may then wind up with me splashing people in the face with drinks. argggg

I'm gonna go have a beer and contemplate.