A few days ago, my favorite translucent *brand new* catsuit ripped along a seam. I was heartbroken.

We'd waited 10 weeks for our Libidex order to be completed and mailed to us, for us to enjoy for only a matter of weeks. I've had a number of catsuits over the years and this one has been by far my favorite.

We ordered a catsuit for Jonas, and two for me [translucent & black]. And a few weeks ago we placed a second order for matching hoods for the trans & black catsuits along with a new corset for me... all working towards this great vision of an outfit I had in my head. So needless to say to have the main piece in that vision rip was devastating.

And I'm not talking about a 'opps I put my finger through' or 'shit I nicked it with a finger nail' ... this was as I was already dressed with an over abundance of lube & not doing anything stressful on it and it just zipped open. I'm not going to even guess at which corner it started at, but both ends are at corners where two seams meet....

Luckily I talked to Libidex and I'll be sending the catsuit back to them for them to analyze what happened and see what can be done.

BTW the pictures color may look odd, I had to edit them to show the detail in the rip.


And the saddest part is that i haven't even used it for a shoot yet! I had great plans for this sweet sweet piece in the next few weeks and sadly now I wont have it for my trip to Montreal. Hopefully I'll have it back with me in a month.. or two. *tear*

I don't think I posted these shots here when I first got the catsuit, so here are some of the shots from when I first got my trans catsuit.


You know you're pretty addicted to the stuff when you mourn the loss of a garment. FUCK.

lamesauce. Yesterday before booking anything on the seat sale, I messaged a few people in LA that I'd previously talked to about working with; only to be let down. Between people not getting back to me, and people backing out.... I don't think I'd be able to earn enough money to cover the trip. I'm sure if I milked it I could get more work, but I'm really trying to work off of a pre-established lineup, cause it gives me a far better perspective of how long to book a trip for and what the budget would be. So I even though I miss everyone down there, and I know I'd line up some awesome trade shoots, I couldn't rationally book anything without knowing my budget. Boo!

There is one more sale tonight, so not all hope is lost. But that's only if people actually get back to my and commit asap. And hopefully I'll still be functioning by that time in the evening, cause tonight I'm going to the rippers with Chris & miss Marla. Maybe a weekend to T.O should be where I look instead of LA. Gunckle (my bff's fabulously gay uncle) lives in downtown toronto and I have an open invitation to crash in his spare room. Toronto or even Vancouver makes more sense, but who likes being logical anyway?