Today was terrible.

My son is teething and threw the most embarassing fit in the mall today. You can't even imagine. It's because he's just a huge computer enthusiast (yes at the age of two he's addicted) that when we left the Mac store he cried literally - till we got home.

None of the regular 'temper' things are working to calm him and I may soon need to seek out real help to deal with this cause it's becoming more and more frequent. (Which means i'm slowly loosing my mental health over it.........)

And I lost my "job". I'd been watching a 11month old boy for the last few months in a dire attempt to stay home with my son and still not drive us too far into debt. Returning to work isn't an option cause what I made before baby would cover daycare and little else. Sad. I know, but I was 18-19 & just out of school. So I'm faced with this option of paying 50% of my 'day' job to someone else.... or doing an eve/wkd job.... or dayhome thing.

Well the dayhome thing has proven itself to be totally unreliable and nearly useless. And eve/wkd work is proving harder to find than I had hoped for someone of such steller references as I.... And a day job isn't an option. Oh and did I mention I plan on going back to school at some point in the next 6 months?

Oh shit yeah. This is awesome. The question is what shitty degrading job should I take to pay the bills till I go to school? Wonderful

Seee... now that I'm 'out' of a job (despite how 'for the moment' it may be) I'm wondering if I should carry through with getting P a puppy for christmas or not. Bills > puppy food.

*le sigh*