Error. Freeze. Reboot.

Shot by Adam Collison '06. Second shoot ever.

I'm very uninspired with the transient nature of a models lifestyle lately. So uninspired I've considered throwing in the towel.

How can a 21 yr/old ex muse continue without something more then the equivalent of jamming for the sake of jamming (music reference) ... I (desperately) need to create but I need a connection before I feel comfortable opening up again. And shooting without a connection is useless. Well, it is for me atleast. I need trust to make a shoot worthwhile.


Once burned twice shy?

Anyone?

Exciting news! ...but *mums the word*... For the moment at least.

I have some very happy news regarding a modeling milestone which is in progress.... hopefully it all goes well. <3 And then maybe soon I'll have some pictures to show.

I've had this rubber dress for nearly a year now and I have been waiting to shoot it but nothing has come up. Well, not entirely true; I ordered it for my trip to Detroit Exotica last fall and had intended to wear it with either Perry Gallgher or Dan Lippit (who both rock.) But by the time it arrived I'd already finished up all my shoots for the few days and was in relax mode, so I partied in it but that was about all.

So when Jason asked me to help pull the poster shoot together for his Kinksters masquerade ball, I knew it would be the perfect time to bring it out of hiding. It's a fabulous piece by House of Bias that I scouped up during a sample sale. I really don't know what I'd do to cater to my latex addiction if there weren't things like sample sales.

The event poster was a big of a gong show behind the scenes in the days prior, just getting people who could actually commit to the shoot was rather bothersome. But! In the end it all worked out just fine and an old friend of a friend Amber stepped in to be the bottoming sub. Anyways, these pictures are more just out of the kindness of Colins heart, and we're still norrowing down which two shots should be used for the posters.

Shot by iHartPhotos

Shot by iHartPhotos

Hmm I realize it wasn't my best set to date but it was alright. And especially alright since my 'Ursula' was switched out for a new partner less than a week before the show. Melanie was going to be Ursula, but she had to take off for a funeral which was out of town. So I have my highschool friend Madysun come in at the last minute as Ursula. The song was pretty awesome, and the lyircs worked perfectly how we needed them too & we only missed one of our cues and caught it right afterwards so it was alllll gooood. I'll upload it along with the video when I get a chance to edit it together.

Sorry to anyone who came out, I pretty much took off after my set was done at 10:30. One of my friends hadn't been allowed in (which was a major piss off) and we'd been there since about 6:00 and it was most certainly time to get home to my sweatpants and a brew on the patio. I just can't help it! I'm a pub person, I love good conversation with some good ambiant background groove tunes and it normally leads to fabulous times untill the wee hours of the morning. But at a club I often feel unfomfortable, and actually if I'm not doing something job wise (modeling or beer tub) you really wont likely see me at a bar. At bars or clubs I always feel better if I'm doing something, being productive in some way, then when that's done I like to get the hell out. I guess what it comes down to is the lack of comfort in most bar stools, the blaring music makes it nearly impossible to carry on an intelligent conversation & everything is so visually centered that I can't just hang out.

Meh whatever. I'm on to planning my next sets for Jason' show which is tenatively booked for Oct.10th - but it may be forced to move the dates. Anyway, I shot the poster with Colin (IHartPhotos) with two other models: Jake the tattoo guy & Amber who's a hot little lifestyle sub. So the shots turned out pretty well, only seen the proofs yet but I'll have something juicy to upload in a few days.

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Come join us again for a new night of erotic mayhem and beautiful promiscuity. This special night will feature model princesses that seek the deviant magic of fairies to help them find the love of their lives and live happily ever after. This is better than your fairy tale romance, however. Beware of the big bad hungry wolves in the forests, and the evil stepmother witches that are on the prowl of the innocent and the submissive.

All your favorite princesses, and wicked stepmother witches will grace the stage and devious corners of a new venue of Jimmy's at The Coast Plaza Hotel, near the Marlborough C-Train station.

Tickets are already in stores for 15.00.
DICIB: #103 1000 9th Avenue S.W. (cash only)
Blame Betty: 829 - 17th Avenue S.W. (cash only)
Priape: 1322, 17th Avenue SW (cash/credit/debit)
Mischiff's Closet: 1121 Kensington Rd. N.W. (cash only)

Strict Fetish Dress Code (or Disney wear) Black and Formal will do.

If you're local (Calgary) you should most certainly come out and see me wrapped tightly in saran warp as your favorite blissfully innocent Mermaid Ariel and watch her corruption & manipulation by the evil sea witch Ursula.

Another set that you'll not want to miss will be your favorite Disney characters Mickey & Minny up to no good crossing the PG +14 limits by leaps and bounds. ^_- I mean why not? Monday is a holiday, so why not finish up the long weekend with a little perversion.