Tonight as I was getting dressed up in rubber, I lost a favorite piece of my naughty closet.. My favorite baggy man tshirt which paired oh so well with my favorite stockings. It just fell apart in my hands! Totally ripped in half. Which while it's uncommon to have latex rip like that considering the age of this particular piece I should of expected it. We got this shirt from B&D nearly 5 years ago, and it was already in the store before Jonas started working there which was about 5 years... So while we don't know the exact age cause it could likely of been in the store for far longer I estimate it being atleast 10 years old, quite likely older.

I added a few pictures of me that I took on my computer for fun one night cause I particularly liked how it looked with just nylons. :)

Today I'm being really ridiculously lazy and it feels great. I'm watching the first few seasons of Californication (which I've only just discovered now), enjoying the effects of over caffination/under stimulation and lurking the hell out of the internet. It's awesome.


So.. yesterday I went shopping and got the cutest dress from Betsey Johnson. It was on sale, and I had a christmas gift card I simply had to spend! I really do adore Betsey Johnson clothes, they are made to fit women with curves. mMm

I have a love/hate affair with shopping. Sales people make me uncomfortable and at best I'll maybe find one or two things that suit my aesthetic, which generally are way out of my price range. :(

But sometimes I get lucky... Sales are my friend, and I'm lucky to have some really great friends who have impeccable taste in christmas gift cards. ;)

I'm really pleased with the quality of questions I've been getting on formspring! You people are just as naughty and depraved as I hoped you were. Seriously, I'm really impressed by the questions thus far and I hope I'm answering everything to your satisfaction. Most of you know your shit and it's awesome. I'm glad I have such intelligent and kinky followers!

XOXO

New nakkidness from my shoot with Ruzz.

Happy Hump day.

Being a Latex Fetish model do you believe it can be seen completely as a job or is it helpful to also be a part of the lifestyle in private?

hahahaha I'm the wrong person to ask if it an just be a job. I'm a lifesyler. I live in and have sex in latex. I've worn latex longer than I've been of age to drink alcohol. It's a very real part of my life, actually it's a bigger part of my life than modeling is.

So I really can't say how it would be to 'just' model it as a job. But I can tell you that I personally own all of the rubber I wear and shoot in. It's not a cheap hobby. ;)

Ask me anything

So I signed up on formspring where people can ask me anything they want, either anonymously or logged in. And of course one of my first questions is something I feel warrants pictures along with my words which is more than the site provides me. So I'm going to answer here and link to it.

What is your favorite photo of yourself, and is their one that you feel is the most reflective of who you are?

I think that over the years there have been many photos of me that were 100% representative of me in that moment. I can think of 10 off hand that are positively favorites that I love beyond mention because of how I'm able to relate to them (past and present..) But I've been modeling for 3.5 yrs now and in that time I've found love, had a child, dealt with many trials and tribulations but I've grown as a woman because of all that . So, I think it's safe to say I've changed a lot from the person I was when I started 3 nearly 4 years ago.

I would say that at the moment I most identify with these two because they show my soft side and my err.. passionate side. I wear many hats in a day and often I wind up spinning at how varied my roles can be. I'm a doting wife, a playful mum, a helpful granddaughter and a vixen in the bedroom .. if and when the moment allows.

Both pictures were shot in 2009 by people I'm extremely comfortable shooting with. The first was by CarminaFoto, and Carla and I first shot years ago. We vibe well, it works. And the second was shot by Perry Gallagher, whom I adore. Even though, or perhaps because of the fact that... we spent more time hanging out than shooting while I was in LA I was able to just hang out in front of his camera.Actually I still wear that exact outfit while I run around the house. Ultimate comfort, yet he was able to make it look so good!




But with that said, my own personal favorite picture for the sake of getting printed which I fully intend to have put on my wall is by Dan Lippit...

And I should add there is a significant difference between the pictures of me that I will have printed and hung on the wall on my main floor and the pictures I have hung on the wall of my bedroom. ;)

And as I move into 2010 I hope to shoot with some new people and see how they view me and hopefully find little bits of myself through their cameras.

I thought about writing a emotional and revealing blog post about how pleased I am to be moving into 2010, a new year and more importantly a new decade. Then I thought... why bother? I'm over it. There was some good, some bad and some really ugly parts to 09 and years before that. But I've grown and adapted and I'm a better person for it. The 2000's started when I was 11 and has ended at 21. And it looks like 21 to 31 is gonna be fucking awesome.

So this is for the really ugly people who tried to hold me back.